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The New Year

This is my first new year without my Acha.
It doesn't feel very good.
When you don't have that somebody who has been with you all your life
It doesn't feel good at all
I know I have to move ahead
Try to get his dreams come true
I know this year is going to be tuff
but I count on a set of people who I know will be with me
Above all Acha is still with me in a more powerful role
With his principles embossed in my heart
I move forward
Cautiously but Courageously.....

Ps.Thank God for all the support my mom and I are getting for the past weeks.....The support has given us strength we barely knew we had.
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By Hook or Crook

I am wondering how to get hold of a cook....
I tried getting one from an agency but they seem to be very expensive and the reviews seem to be badI tried to get hold of somebody from the neighborhood. No Luck. I tried asking our driver to get hold of someone.He is still searching.What to do???????Let's see if I can get one by the end of this week. I have to.

Ps. Dependence roots from the inability to perform or delegate. Ok Ok... or pure laziness. But this is different. Amma is the one who is doing all the cooking and she needs help.

And the month is over!

- After Acha had his new medicines he seems a bit better.Hoping for the best.
- We are still hunting for a cook to ease Amma's tension and tire
- M has been traveling all through October. He says he hates it but I know he secretly loves it.I wish I could travel like him.
- Am *preparing for an exam. oops! I forgot to add a few more words * 'supposed to be'. I've not touched the books.
- Achu has and is busy with school, rain holidays, no rain holidays,diwali holidays,drawing class and playing with his neighbors

Ps: It has been one month and I didn't know I hadn't posted a single thing....The month got divided into 4 very busy weeks which in turn were filled with last-minute days......and whoosh! October 2011 gone forever!!!!!

What's been happening?

Acha's reports are not good. Prayers please. We have been given a weeks time to show better results. If they don't turn out good then we have to try other 'side effect' filled doses of medicines :(Amma and I are in search of the perfect cook.Help us!M is just being his normal self. Achu and I are waiting for his holidays. A long week to goGopa anna came for a week.Had his interview. Took us for a movie.'Mangatha'.The sum total of all the violence I have seen all through my life plus a bit more equalled the movie!...Not gory though. Would rate it with an ok.The break witnessed us having some pop corn iced tea coffee and coke ( Yeah! considering the eataholic I am this was very meager since I kept myself away from Mayo and the like). For dinner - Gopa anna had some Hot & Sour Soup , M Appam and milk and me some horrible kothu barotta.For desert G and I had yummy Ice creams while M had a glass of mango juice.Missing having a brother or sister :(.....Ps. Its a …

The Unbalanced Scale

Other Job
Better pay

Present Job
Get to a 9.30am office at 11.00 am
make your own deadlines
Browse while you work
delegate delegate delegate
have a week long vacation and still get paid full
talk rot about how awfully managed the 30 year old company is
attend every minuscule function at any time of the day/week/month/year
never do basic work
get transport and transport allowance
travel in India and overseas with luxurious stay
loads of experience in different areas
leave office when you want to
blackmail half yearly that you would be paid ten times (!!!!!!) the salary in any another company
and earn a raise (brilliant!)

So what's the deal?

PS. I had to write this out. Maybe years later the super ego/ immature will hit enlightenment or may be not.......BTW heard about the guy who drops the "I'll divorce" line every time there's a fight?....Strangely they are different chapters of the same book :)


Suddenly I feel all alone
A shoulder I seek beside
Though amidst a crowd
Why do I feel deprived

With uncertainties around me
I seek just one defined
One I can fall back on
When the world acts blind

Wonder which worldly tie
is the most strongest and true
For I have felt all the bonding
But sadly confident of none

So a materialistic life
camouflaged with fake smiles
and superficiality around
This lone soul lives on............

Mixed Fillings

Each day is filled with varied moments...some sweet and some spicy.........
I am a suryanamaskar-ist now :). It is so simple and effective. That's what they say.A, my childhood buddy met with an accident a couple of days back. She is my yoga companion as well. She's got a fracture and so the both of us have decided to start after shes ok. Atleast that's what I want to do. She has been forcing me to continue.But I don't want to do it without sure are going to get well soon di. My prayers are with you. I miss meeting A terribly :(Went for S's second's birthday. Met up with a bunch of gal friends after a long time. Needed more time to dissect each others lives but hey we did start :) Acha's follow up is coming up again.Tension mounts. Hoping all those levels are favorable ones.Achu has a couple of days off this week and the next. He is growing up to be a whining,exploring,talkative darling...He takes turns in being them one at a time...Amma is Amma.…