Wednesday, August 18, 2010

August Presence

It isn't getting any better.....

Life is still a rush.....

Close relatives kept the air at home fresh and lively....if not for Achu's doings their absence would have been felt this week.....

I am blessed it isn't getting worse....and am praying strong it gets better each day

Though each night I go to sleep with a thousand questions in mind....I sleep.

Though I wake up with no good answers every morning....I wake.

Time heals....Time heals....Time heals....

But then does silence heal too?

I don't think so....the problems don't vanish when given the silent treatment....they don't...they never have..

I thought it did and stayed silent ...and today I face a mountain of silent qualms..

I blame myself...I have to work on living past them.....and not to live with them..in silence

Only then does time heal.....

PS.Project August is to destroy the mountain I created....in a peaceful and amiable way.....prayers to begin with ......