THE POEM CALLED LIFE

There are things happening in September.... And am making them happen A few of the To-dos will vanish Though I wish all of them would October I pray will be A new beginning Ps. Will let out all that is september ...jus wait for a couple of days ok :)

Maybe I 've blogged about this before...but felt like doing it again. Was having a conversation with S and she triggered a sentence out of me which I loved so much because it was completely true. In a few moments my status msg on FB and Orkut was updated.....It read " Life is crazy and so are most of the ppl in it...BUT Count your blessings... Atleast you r Alive and Living !" How is life crazy? My Acha is still recovering but wants to work for the whole day. For the past few days all of us have been trying to dissuade him from coming in the afternoons. But he has won the battle and only breaks for a couple of hours for lunch..crazy workaholic  My Amma is crazy but she HAS to be because she has a zillion things to do in the given 24hrs...yup she is at home...but Home is where the work is !!!! Do I help? No ...I help by not getting into her way while she's at it ( if she ever gets to read this I'm doomed :)...) My M is crazy because I make him crazy. Wait .....

After the volcano ...it was dark....but then slowly I could see light...and I was happy But now I wonder if it was the light that represented a fresh beginning Or the light of molten lava still reminding me that the fire is still burning deep inside...... Whatever it is I am taking it positive And working towards a solution Choices I have....None! Ps. U pray for all the confusion to settle....and then work for it...hard with all your heart...then am sure God is gonna give me the helping hand.......

Positives The volcano errupted and the lava is still hot ....but I know soon things will cool down...for the better or for the worse I know not...but atleast the heat is out! At work things are getting completed.. Acha is back in action....God Bless Negatives To know that some things are irreversible in life....hurts..... Yet to work on my resolutions and half a year jus vanished before my eyes! Being organised is still a dream PS. There is God...There is Time...and so I walk....

It isn't getting any better..... Life is still a rush..... Close relatives kept the air at home fresh and lively....if not for Achu's doings their absence would have been felt this week..... I am blessed it isn't getting worse....and am praying strong it gets better each day Though each night I go to sleep with a thousand questions in mind....I sleep. Though I wake up with no good answers every morning....I wake. Time heals....Time heals....Time heals.... But then does silence heal too? I don't think so....the problems don't vanish when given the silent treatment....they don't...they never have.. I thought it did and stayed silent ...and today I face a mountain of silent qualms.. I blame myself...I have to work on living past them.....and not to live with them..in silence Only then does time heal..... PS.Project August is to destroy the mountain I created....in a peaceful and amiable way.....prayers to begin with ......

Am so excited my friend S had her baby yesterday. :):):):):) A normal delivery. A beautiful gal.A bitta blood loss. But hey look at what u gained.Yet another Bundle of Joy. After 9 whole months of listening to what the world has to say to a expecting mother you have a soul that will listen to u :)(only till the age of 16 in our times...but now I guess kids have their own mind right from 2) While S was at hospital Achu,M and I were at the same hospital waiting to meet our doc for Achu's 5 yr vaccine!!! I didn't know she was in the labour ward. Maybe God Wanted me to be there at the same place she was....wish I knew she was there...wish I called....Anyways it's a nice feeling to know I was that close...it truly is....:) Anyways S, A and lil Nandu congratulations and tight hugs... PS. God Bless :)

Yesterday we met ...it was quick, unplanned and far from being satisfying. What I call a satisfying meet is the meet we had months ago . This one is just a fill up. The main reason behind it was because P , A and I had our heads tonsured and we wanted to personally see how we looked....individually and together. U had come as well to judge how we looked :) I had my mottai first then came P then A. But on analysing we found A's hair had grown faster than the two of us. Next it was about the greys.I had the least ...yipeeee and then there was P and A had the most. My hair is curly so even the little grey I have didn't show. While the other two had straight hair and the greys popped out here and there. Then it was the weight gain. A told me I had reduced considerably. While P refused to accept the fact( yeah! the fact ). After which it was my hands which seemed darker than the rest of my body. It seems my hands look like that of an old lady ( no this is NOT a fact). I thoug...